Some Days

Some days are good. Some days are bad. Some days are a mad rollercoaster of every emotion. My day today was the latter.

Oh gosh, it's been kinda nuts. I had an emotional breakdown in my senior seminar class today and was a bit loopy later. You know when you get to that point where you're so emotionally drained that anything's funny. I was almost there. I dunno, I laughed a lot in calculus. :P And then improv class was a great pick-me-up. Anyways.

The biggest thing that I did today, though, was to decide to quit swim. Why would I do that? Phew, lots of reasons. Mainly because it is so physically draining. I've been so tired lately and the workouts have just been killing me. I could be jumping the gun, but I know that it will continue to get more difficult and that's hard to keep with. It honestly sucks to quit. I hate it. Maybe it's the social stigma of being a "quitter," maybe it's the disappointing of not finishing something in good standing. I mean, last year I finished swim great, and it was an amazing experience. I just don't think that this year I was prepared for it at all. Even the endorphins didn't really kick in today. Bleck. On the plus side, this really opens up a bunch of opportunities for me, like trying out for my school's play a bit pre-spring. So, that'll be awesome. I'm still gonna start working out at the gym, swimming, and making sure I actually do stuff with my life. But it's still tough.

Then I had a nap and had a terrible headache for hours. Ick. OH well, the headache's fine now and I'm ready to go to bed soon.

First day of work tomorrow! :D